dizzy ..

hm ..

im really dizzy ..

i guess, this is because anje and i were really wet yesterday ..

we played in the rain .. haha ..

childish i know .. :D

hehe .. but it was really fun .. haaii ..

nywei .. im goin to miss school tomorrow .. too bad! aww .. :( im goin to miss everyone, kea nga i forced my mom that il go to school muna, then go home nln ng recess .. atleast, i get to see them db?! .. db?! .. hehe .. haaii .. im lovin school .. im lovin the teachers, my classmates, the staff and even some of the lessons(except geom! grr) .. haha .. xpecially i love all the special people in my life .. naka naman!! :D nywei, my friggin phone's sira pla .. :( hm .. the keypad's busted .. :D they told me it was overused .. haha .. whatver! but im still using it for pictures .. cause they'll fix it tomorrow pa naman .. haaii .. picture galore tom!! haha .. im excited to see my lsgh friends .. i havent seen them in ages .. owell .. il upload the pics sa weekend pa cguro .. cause by that time, ayos na nmn cguro toh db?! .. harhar! nywei, hafta go .. i have to research for the meaning of my name pa  .. :D
hehe .. ciao!!

*o9*

im missin him .. :(

i miss the way he compliments me ..

i miss the way he teases me ..

i miss when he makes lambing ..

i miss arguing with him ..

i miss the way he says "i love you" ..

i miss everythin about him ..

i thought this was going to be easy .. but no, it's be really hard .. again, im back to my sleepless nights .. when i went home .. i cried myself to sleep .. then woke up past 930 .. then, checkd if he's OL, unfortunately he's not .. i was waiting till 12 i think .. but i thought i was waiting for nothin ..

you know what, it doesnt matter who he is, or what he does .. i just love him .. i cant deny that .. no matter how i tried my best not to.. i still do ..

*o9*

its been a long time .. ü

hm .. tgl ko nang d nguupdate .. haha!! :D  anyway .. school's great .. ang saya !! hehe .. panira lang geom .. :D hehe .. well, pro d dn nmn puro saya .. ive been through a lot lately .. na i just dont wanna talk about .. :D haha .. sa mga nkakaalam .. quiet nln tio .. :D

um, tpos na exams ng components subjs .. then next week na ung 1st qtrly exams .. well .. d pa gnun kaready eh .. super bilis ng panahon .. haha ..! prang khpon lang 2nd yr pln ko .. waa !! drama ever .. haha .. ü

uhm, i had new friends din nmn .. haha .. whatever! tss .. pro may ibang .. wla lang .. haha!!

aeun .. bsta if you guys need somethin .. alam nio na san ako ccontacin .. dun nln tio mgchismisan .. haha! kc d dn ako msydo mkkpgupdate nito .. :D aeun ..!

love lots guyss !!! <3

that's the way it's gonna be ..

ate jill !! happy happy 18th birthday .. well even though your'e far away from us .. i really hope you have fun .. i wanna thank you for everythin .. i love you soo much !!

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anyhoo, happy easter everyone .. though, im not that happy .. i thought il be .. but since saturday .. everythin changed .. i saw somethin, dapat hindi ko na binasa yun .. my gosh ! it hurts like hell !! i thought its gonna be okay .. you told me i shouldnt worry about anythin,. eh, what's with the message ..? please, tell me the truth, so i wont let myself suffer more .. i did everythin, i gave you a second chance .. dahlin! tell me, why do you hafta lie .. if you have a reason nmn, il listen .. il let you explain .. but dont keep it from me .. i want the truth .. ayokong magmukhang tanga FOR THE SECOND THE TIME ..

anyway, i did nothin this holy week, the usually masses and stuffs .. then just stayed at our house lang .. so sobrang boring, cause wlang comp .. wla nmng internet card cause we could use the laptop dn kya ln useless .. tpos walang open na mall nung thursday and friday .. ugh!

by the way, i really wanna thank k-anne for everything .. she was the one who comforted and helped with the PROBLEM .. kht hating gabi she'll reply sa mga texts ko ..  thank you tlga .. love you so much !! il make bawi to you .. ü

oh and my cousin bianca too .. she helped me dn .. haha .. she comforts me when i cry .. the fact na mas bata sha sken noh ..?! i really appreciate it .. thnx .. love you !! ü

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complete ..?!

okay, i dunno .. but all of a sudden i feel complete again .. i really dont know .. my cousin told me .. i dont laugh the way i laugh lately .. and now, im more energetic .. i dont get sad anymore, goes to the corner .. then just cry .. well, i still cry when we watch movies or i reminisce .. pro nalessen yung sad moments .. okay, i know mgsstart na nmn ng rumour .. "oi, may boyfriend na naman ata si gab" okay, do you guys think na boyfriend lang mgpapasaya sken ..? come on !! sbhn ko lang namasaya ako .. "ui, inlove na nmn c gab" .. people .. i hope, wla nang gnun na rumour .. please .. besides it's holy week nmn db ..?!

owell, bsta im happy .. ü and i cant allow anyone to ruin this happiness .. im contented with my life .. so please, just at least be happy for me nln ..?! or if you guys hate me .. just shut up ..

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anyhoo .. i have my myspace already .. kei wants me to make one kc .. haha .. owell, people add me up ..

www.myspace.com/pinkishlypinkbaby there .. haha ..

nywei, hafta go na and attend the mass .. ciao people !!